April 10, 2011

Who Inspires You?

I discovered Natalie Goldberg back in the nineties when she was a regular guest on Jean Feraca’s show on Wisconsin Public Radio. Fridays were about books and writing, and I listened at work while I sat at my desk editing manuscripts.

Natalie made me excited to write. Mundane phrases like “Altoona, Wisconsin” and “coffee ice cream” inspired her to take the ordinary and craft it into something unique. “Keep your hand moving,” she said. “Just write. Even if it’s junk, write! Out of quantity comes quality.”

I listened to Natalie, and I learned and I wrote.

When my ideas dried up, I slowed down.

"If you're having difficulty coming up with new ideas, then slow down. For me, slowing down has been a tremendous source of creativity. It has allowed me to open up -- to know that there's life under the earth and that I have to let it come through me in a new way. Creativity exists in the present moment. You can't find it anywhere else."
—Natalie Goldberg


I allowed myself to write raw.
"Write what disturbs you, what you fear, what you have not been willing to speak about. Be willing to be split open."
—Natalie Goldberg


I gave myself permission to fail.
"My goal is to write every day. I say it is my ideal. I am careful not to pass judgment or create anxiety if I do not do it. No one lives up to his ideal."
—Natalie Goldberg


I wrote for the love of writing.
“That’s very nice if they want to publish you, but don’t pay too much attention to it. It will toss you away. Just continue to write.”
—Natalie Goldberg


It took years of practice and writing a lot of junk, but one day “they” wanted to publish me. It was very nice. I still think it’s nice whenever I hold my latest book in my hands and see my name on the cover. But, still, I write only because writing is my passion, my driving desire. If it were just about skill and craft, I would have stopped writing long ago.

Who has inspired you to write? What have you learned from them?

Natalie Goldberg is a writing teacher and the author of 11 books, including her first: “Writing Down the Bones: Freeing the Writer Within” which has influenced and instructed aspiring writers since its original publication in 1986. Her latest offering is “Old Friend From Far Away: The Practice of Writing Memoir.”





March 4, 2011

Writing the Personal Essay—Digging Beneath Your Topic

Lately, my writing time is spent on nonfiction. Along with writing devotionals, I am busy writing a book-length personal essay. I say that confidently. For a while, I wasn’t sure. As I’ve thought ahead to creating a book proposal, I’ve asked myself more than once: Are these words I’ve set on paper a memoir or a narrative personal essay? The difference between the two is a fuzzy one, particularly for someone like myself who used to write exclusively for children. (I say used to because I’m trying to break from that mold.)

In my search for a definition of memoir vs. personal essay, I stumbled on a video discussion between author/teacher Lee Zacharias and Judi Hill, Director of Wildacres Writing Workshop. In it, Zacharias offers this clear and concise explanation:

Memoir is driven by experience. It tells what happened.
Personal essay is driven by idea. It digs into the meaning of what happened.


Digging. This is what I have been doing—digging into the meaning of my cancer diagnosis last year and discovering how my personal journey might guide other women in the same situation.

Zacharias speaks of the personal essay as a struggle for honesty. “Honesty,” she says, “is never glib… You’re looking for the hidden motivations, the connections, and so on.”

As I dig, I’m uncovering the hidden parts, and I’m trying to make sense of how life came at me last spring. In my quest for honesty, I’m digging beneath my topic and seeing it in a brand new way while I work diligently to shape the facts.

I love this quote from author and critic John Leonard: “His memoir is a splendid artichoke of anecdotes, in which not merely the heart and leaves but the thistles as well are edible.” This is what I’m trying to do with my personal essay. I am approaching my topic with my soul laid bare and striving to present its heart, leaves and thistles in a way that’s edible, even savored, by my readers. It is at the same time invigorating and exhausting.

“Personal essay,” Lee Zacharias says, “is about how deeply you can travel into your own experience.”

Have you written a personal essay? What did you discover as you dug deep beneath your topic?